Sunday, August 18, 2013

Sensing the Time to Change

    My nephew asked me how do traffic lights know when to change color?  I replied “they’re on sensors and timers.  If the road is a busy one leading to a freeway, then it is usually given priority for traffic to flow especially during busy hours.  Quieter roads with fewer cars have to wait a little longer for a light change because they won’t cause traffic jams.” This answer seemed to satisfy him or maybe it just confused him into silence. 
    His question, though, also seemed pertinent to life.  Do we know when to change? Do we have some internal sensor alerting us that a habit or behavior is causing us to be stuck?  
    Recently I was a passenger in a car.  The driver was in a frantic mood because a truck driver had stopped a little too close behind her on two occasions.  She mumbled a curse and rapidly leaned back and forward to scout out his position in her rear view mirrors.  When she thought I wasn’t upset at him too, she exclaimed, “he’s really scaring me the way he’s driving.”  The tone of her justification strongly rebuked me. In that moment, it became apparent when fear takes hold it leaves little room for any other emotion.  It makes everyone and everything in its scope an aggressor or a danger.  The fact is I shared her concern for our safety.  And I also knew there was nothing much we could do about controlling the other driver’s bad driving. 
     So what are the options?  As she was clearly incapable of changing the other driver’s driving habits, the only thing within her power was to change how she responded.  Reactivity is always mindless. Whenever we react, we mistakenly believe the other person is causing us to feel pain or fear, but we are replaying old patterns from similar past experiences where such feelings were awoken in us. So then by reacting, we are not present to what's happening in the moment but are actually in rote operation.  This increases our distress.  It is also how habits become entrenched.   
     Ironically, when we react, we are trying to gain control, but in fact we are relinquishing control.  Reactivity is the loss of control because we are being triggered by subconscious impulses, thoughts, and emotions. The difference with responding is we are exercising control because we are choosing how we would like to be, think and feel in a given moment.  We will still feel the fear, worry or pain but we won't increase the emotions by lashing out and we are still able to clearly see what's happening.  With this understanding and acceptance, we recognise we can't escape or control all the things that scare and worry us.
      If reactivity is robotic, then awareness is sensory.  Awareness provides the space to see, decide, then act.  We do this first by slowing down: breathing deeply. Second, we notice what is happening in and around us without judgment of self or the situation: being mindful.  Then we decide is it within my power to change or not, choosing to act or not: that's responding.  
    May you respond to life today.

Friday, August 2, 2013

we all benefit from learning...but growing self knowledge will change your life

Join my class  Mindfulness: Practices to Grow Self Knowledge

Visit the Campbell Adult Community Education website or catalogue
to sign up for this class (7026).  http://www.cuhsd.org/domain/29

 Learn:
what’s in your control
about internal stressors
your coping ability

Mindfully Expanding Awareness helps to:
calm the mind,
develop new perspectives,
notice thoughts & emotions,
 recognize impulses & sensations,
tap into feelings,
practice acceptance,
 GROW SELF KNOWLEDGE and wisdom…

Email Casey at acceptancehealing@gmail.com with any questions.

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